Spring in the air but not my heart

Troubles are all around us, if you look around you may see them too crowding around waiting to weight us down or cling to our heels, instead I am trying to look up and see the clouds and really feel God's hand on my shoulders.

The tears have not gone away. At times they stream down my face (It is difficult to explain)

I have leaned heavily on you and my dear grief counselor and a few special friends for some time now - thank you, and please keep praying!